.: tisa or tisyonk?? :.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

"Lush it out Tisa"

I am...
But my way of lushing it out might be different from them...
Prefer to pull myself out of the crowd for a while...
Need to see it from the distance to decide which way to go...

Might be confusing...
Might caused inconvenience...

Will get my feet back on the ground soon...
Will make sure that the turn around time this time is faster than the previous one as promised...

Still need to learn to mend the inside out at the same time..
Getting tougher since currently unable to salat...

Until then,
Let me working on my bigger smile for me to return... :)

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

“Then why he doesn’t tell her?”

“Sometimes we have to keep it hidden….even to someone we love”

“You think so??”

“Life is not only about black & white….there’s grey in between”

“Sure…if you plan to end up living alone for the rest of your life”

Smallville – Clark & Chloe

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Dear brother,

Knowing that you just passed the very final test & the bachelor's thesis in uni is kinda a big hit for me....reminds me a lot of our childhood. Reminds me when I was your biggest fan when you gave your punches to those naughty boys. Instead of asking you to stop your punches, I applaud for your upcoming ones...till the parents came & we ran away together :)

Feels like yesterday when I had you at the back seat when we were cycling. It was the moment when we had never ending arguments since we always wanted to got to different directions.

Everybody knows that we're 2 different people. When I'm talking too much to you about rubbish issues, you just say "hhmmm" "ok" "so?" "then what?" or "should I care?". When Im busy having those loud laughs with my friends, you prefer to stay in your room to spend the day with books.

You know what, I must admit that I learn a lot from you...especially on "talking in compact mode"..talking only the necessary things Though, I still feel that you should talk more on the way home after you picked me up at the airport or train station every month...more than just say "What do you want me to say?? You talked about everything already!!" xixixi... :P

Apart from the differences we have, we're coming from the same flesh & blood.
I might not the sibling you wanted to have, but I could never ask for better brother to be with.

Once again, congratulations bro...

I wish you fly even higher thru the sky to find the color of your rainbow...

- the only sibling who loves & cares about you...as ALWAYS ... -
tisa

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Friday, March 07, 2008

My sis : Tisa, do you know how to find the last missing piece of my puzzle??
Me : You know that I will do anything it takes to help you to find it but unfortunately you’re the only person who should find it yourself, rite??
My sis : Yes…you’re rite.
Me : Well….as long as your move toward Him, I’m sure you He’ll guide you to the path to find it. All I can do is just be there for you & pray for you…
My sis : I know….

--- few days later –

My sis : I’ve found it in a very strange way. I never though I’d found it this way. Subhanallah…
Me : …[speechless]… Now you see the picture of your puzzle. What will you do??
My sis : You know exactly how confused I was before I found the last piece of my puzzle. Now I see the picture….and I know what to do.
Me : I know you always have the answer within yourself. It’s just a matter of time of determination. Really glad to know that you’ve figured it out..

--- yesterday [via IM chat] --

My sis : Tisa, I think I need a hug.
Me : You know I will give you more than a hug, but unfortunately you’re not around. Anything happened??
My sis : Seems like seeing the picture of the puzzle is not the only thing I need to figure it out.
Me : What should I do to help you??
My sis : Just stay like you are rite now…being there for me without showing your pity for me. It’s more than I could ask for…
Me : You know QS 2:286, rite??
My sis : I know that…
Me : Im sure you also know QS. 2:45. Then you know that you have to go to Him to find the answer, rite??
My sis : Yeah…Will you pray for me??
Me : You know exactly that I did, I do & I will always pray for you, rite??
My sis : Yeah..

……I wish I could do more than just be there for you & pray for you sis….

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Monday, March 03, 2008

As I recall, there were only 4 people when I came to the office at 9am few days ago when "Clean Up Day" was held in my office...the day when all the employee should clean their own cubicle.

Just now, few people came to my cubicle & said "your desk must be very2 messy last week...as it's still look messy though". I stared at them & got confused. They said "check your email". Found the email below :

Dear all,
Glad to let you know that the winner for IPSG Clean up day event are :

First : Marina kasim
Second : Alia Octora
Third : Titisari

Judgement of the winner base on the changes of the look of their working desks.
Its a huge expectation that everyone would take participation on this monthly event.

So please dont ask me how messy it was!!!
HUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

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Saturday, March 01, 2008

My addiction to coffee has been getting worse since I came back to Indonesia. Especially surrounded by people Im working with now…most of them are coffee lover!!! Furthermore, Starbucks just around the corner, both from my office & resident. No wonder that there’s always be “starbucks items” in my credit card bill. So if you tell me that coffee is such a drug to keep your eyes open, then I have to say that it doesn’t work for me. Actually, it’s not something that I could be proud of.

Now…giving the situation that Im having a very bad cough…I just found a perfect recipe that makes me feel living in heaven & hell in the same time. It’s actually combines 2 item which are the reason why I live [hiperbola mode on], they are : coffee & ice cream!!!
I’m feeling nothing but the flavor of perfect mix of guilty feeling & pleasure in the same time!!!

Affogato Mocha

Material:
600 gr ice cream (in vanilla flavor is better)
Mocha:
4 tablespoon expresso coffee powder
600 ml hot water
150 gram grated choco
60 ml rum

Method:
- Mix the expresso powder with boiling water & stir them. Put the choco & rum, stir it. Rinse them.
- Put 1 scoop (100 gram) of ice cream into a cup. Pour hot coffee on top of it.
- Taste it & you feel that heaven is actually on earth!!!

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I might not to be a dog….as I couldn’t bark
I might not be a cat…as I couldn’t meow
I might not be a cheetah…as I couldn’t run fast

I might be a bird…so I can fly…away…

Do you think I could be a bird in another life???

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aBouT Me

tisa aka tisyonk
not a girl not yet a woman
back to home country in Indonesia
addicted to coffee, ice cream & yoghurt

Lush it out!!!
why he doesn’t tell her?
A Letter for A Brother
My Sister's Puzzle
Dont ask me how messy it was!!!
Coffee + ice cream = heavenly addiction
Do you think I could be a bird in another life???
What kind of mom will I be??
Private conversation
Happy New Year!!!